LAST SUNDAYY

Last Sunday, I went to our favorite place

I heard the humming bird sang a love song

I smell the sweet aroma from our favorite coffee house

I bought the same drink, hot chocolate with caramel 

I watched sunset with the ocean breeze, I loved the smell of wet sand 

I looked up to the sky and all the cloud ready to disappear, 

I miss all about us, I walked alone at the coast and waiting the stars to take turn to be the light bulb 

I lay near with the big stone and turn on our favorite songs 

I wondering if you ever think about me like I do now or you already forget everything about me

Dear you, I do not know why I'm still hoping something from you

you break my heart into pieces and its hurt

Ohh god please help me to forget every single thing about the person who already make me cry 

for a million time. 

  

Yuna - Mountains

AMIN TR' - I FELT IN LOVE THIS SONGS

I wish I meant something to you

Like you did to me

I wish I could stay as new

As when you first found me

Oh my

Head is tight from just tryna hide my views

Oh when

I keep trying my best just to keep you

Place me in the corner

Inside your heart

So that you remember

Baby when I'm gone...

(chorus)

Are you still having fun

While I'm still waiting

(Waiting for the mountains to fall)(x2)

Maybe when I am gone

You'll learn something

(Waiting for the mountains to fall)(x2)

I'm not as smart as your books

But I know how to look

Out for you...

I come with the head and the heart

Being using it from the start

And my

Brain is starting to suffering bcos of you

Still

I've been trying my best just to please you

Place me in the corner

Inside your heart

So that you remember

Baby when I'm gone...

(chorus)

Are you still having fun

While I'm still waiting

(Waiting for the mountains to fall)(x2)

Maybe when I am gone

You'll learn something

(Waiting for the mountains to fall)(x2)

Place me in the corner

Inside your heart

So that you remember

Baby when I'm gone...

(chorus)

Are you still having fun

While I'm still waiting

(Waiting for the mountains to fall)(x2)

Maybe when I am gone

You'll learn something

(Waiting for the mountains to fall)(x2)

Read more: Yuna - Mountains Lyrics | MetroLyrics 

Tuhan Yang Adil

Wahai langit malam yang gelita 

Renyai hujan yang memecah bening

Menusuk sejuknya malam

Dalam galau hati yang basahnnya didalam

Sejuk malam ini tidak bisa melegakkan galaunya hati 

Ku coba tenangkan diri sambil mendengar irama renyai hujan yang tenang

Sambil aku bicarakan keluhan ku pada yang esa

Nasib yang tidak pernah aku nikmati

Kala aku fikirkan, mungkin ini balasan atas segala dosa silamku

Ajaran atas segala lalaiku,

Ya tuhan maha esa, kuatkanlah aku 

Kuatkan hati yang rapuh, kuatkan lah jiwa yang pudar 

Menghadapi hari mendatang,

Ya tuhan yang maha adil, senantiasa berikan apa yang kita perlu bukan apa yang 

Kita mahu. 

Bisakah .

Ku coretkan cerita dukaku diatas buing buing

Biar ia hilang dihempas badai

Ku teteskan airmata ini tika malam gelita

Agar tiada siapa yang melihat kesedihan ku

Ingin sekali aku belari jauh dari semua ini

Ingin sekali aku terbang setinggi bisa agar pudar segala rona

Aku bicara sepi ditengah kesibukkan kota

Bicara soal hati yang dilukai

Lelah ku menempuh semua ini

Duhai matahari bersinar cerialah kau

Agar langit gelita tak kunjung tiba

Agar tidak dapat membasahi hati yang duka ini.

MISS YOU

Tuhan cipta malam, gelap hitam tiada warna

lalu tuhan cipta bulan dan bintang bercahaya

Dan berkedip agar malam yang gelap disinari cahaya nya yang indah,

Aku teriak mendonggak ke langit hitam

melepas segala rindu hati

 rindu kepada manusia yang tidak akan pernah ku miliki

kuat aku berteriak agar si dia dapat merasa

merasa getaran hati yang amat merinduinya

wahai si bidadari cinta, sampaikan lah rindu ku kepadanya

jagakan dia untukku.  

KATA NOKTAH

Jika aku menjerit sekuat hati mustahil kau dengar

Jika aku suluh seterang mentari belum pasti kau dapat lihat

Kau tuli, buta dan hilang deria

Semakin aku tujuk hati ini semakin jauh kau lari 

Semakin aku pendam perasaan ini semakin kau dekat

Bukan ku pinta angan yang tidak tercapai

Hanya ku ingin kau tahu apa yang aku rasa dan harap kau merasaknnya sama

Tapi kau semakin menjauh dan aku lelah utuk mengejar kau lagi

Biarlah perasaan ini hanyut ditenggelam ombak rindu yang melanda 

Biarkan ia karam lebih dalam dari rasa yang terbuku ini

Biarlah hanya aku yang tahu apa yang aku rasa 

Kerana hakikatnya kita takkan bersama 

BICARA SANG HATI

MENDONGAK KE AWAN DAN MELIHAT KERDIPAN BINTANG MEMECAH BENINGNYA MALAM

MENEMANI KESUNYIAN HATI YANG GUNDAH DAN GELISAH

HATI BAGAI HILANG ARAH UTUK BEDENYUT, HILANG NADI UNTUK BERFUGSI

DETIK WAKTU BEPUTAR ENTAH BILA AKAN HENTINYA 

AKU TETAP KESORANG DISINI MENANTI JAWABAN TAKDIR YANG SENANTIASA TIDAK MEMIHAK KEPADA DIRIKU

SEJENAK AKU TERFIKIR AKAN KEPENTINGAN HADIRKU DIDUNIA

ADAKAN HANYA HIASAN SEMATA

YA, MEMANG AKU DIKELILINGI OLEH RAMAI TEMAN DAN SENANTIASA MENEMANIKU 

TAPI ENTAH MENGAPA HATI INI TETAP MERASA KEKOSONGGAN SEPERTI HIDUP DI SEBUAH PULAU YANG TIADA PENGHUNINNYA

KADANG AKU INGIN LARI DARI SEMUA KEKUSUTAN KOTA

LARI BUKAN BERMAKNA AKU PENAKUT UNTUK MENGHADAPI DUNIA TAPI AKU LELAH SEBERNARNYA

KU LIHAT POTRET LAMA IBU DAN AYAH DAN BERFIKIR BAGAIMANA MEREKA BOLEH MENGHARUNGGI MASA UNTUK DEWASA SEDANGKAN AKU SUDAH BERPUTUS ASA UNTUK MENERUSKAN KEHIDUPAN DEWASA INI

YA TUHAN, BERIKANLAH AKU KEWARASAN MINDA DAN KETENGNANG JIWA AGAR DAPAT MENGHADAPI DUGAAN HARI MENDATANG

ANOTHER SAD STORY FROM ME

Alone and lonely

staying in the dark room

sad songs tune up

the temperature turn to blue

My heart becomes to brittle when the song play

remind me about you

I believe every song brings a memories

My heart was shattered

because of you, like a broken glass

I was fool to be in love with you

and now, I was very afraid to fall in love again

Should I blame the world or life

maybe Myself, because Just being fool when in this situations

I wont to give my love again for anyone

because every time I do that

One day they will left me alone

Like now.

THE LUCKY ONE

Another grim Friday afternoon , I was sitting alone and tuning the radio to my favorite channel 

Suddenly the song remind me about you, all about you pop in my brain.

Till now I don’t get an answer why you disappear from me maybe you’re neither for me nor written in heaven.

But honestly I’m miss you ever beat in my heart, ever second turned to hour and become a day and my heart keep telling that I MISS YOU, 

Dear you, if you read this Blog I just want to say that I miss you damn crazy and my heart belong to you. I’ll wait for you even though I know that was impossible things to be real.

I believe we change the faith ~

"Sometimes I just wish you were here so I could tell you how much I need you and how hard everyday has been without you"

Where I Am ?

We lived in the same world, share the same air and walk in the same street

The mess bunch in my head and cannot get out

Their keep moving in my brain and I wish one day they will out from my head

I believe every breathing human in this world have their own mess that never find the end road

Same goes with me, sometime I felt lost with myself

Got confuse with my identity

What should I do, I really need guidance from someone who I can trust  

Crying again

The sky turns to gray

Soon rain will come

I sat close with window

I saw an old building near with the church

I can see the rose’s blossom at the garden

I can see my shadow thru the window reflection

I saw sadness on my eyes reflection, my heart was shattered like a broken glass

My brain can’t stop keep playing your words

Its hurts to remind back, but I can’t stop it.

What’s wrong with me?

The rain start falling from the sky

The temperature getting cold as my heart felt

I look into my reflection its blur I look at my eyes and tears was dropping

  I whisper to myself how can I forget all that when you are the one who make me smile

Hiding My Heart - Adele (Lyrics)

Hiding my heart originated sang by Brandi Carlile and Adel covered to make as an extra track on his 21 album and Adele had change a bit of lyric from the original one and make it more beautiful to listen, that was a bit of information I can share with you. Back to the songs, I LOVE THIS SONGS DAMN MUCH and thanks to ADELE to bring this songs back with a soulful presentations.

The story behind this songs " The girls are really like this boy but she won't tell him about his feeling because she know that they are not born to be together, she met this guy by an accident and the girl always hope that the guy will see that she is the perfect couple that he's looking for.The boy had change his life where he bring the happiness while the dark was surround, since they're met she's happy and almost forgot the sorrow she had face. She want to be the first person that he see when he woke up in the long lullaby but that was a dream that never become true she know that one day he will left her and she keep to hiding his heart.  There's the time the boy want to go and she sent him to the train station and that was the last time they will met the last kiss from him and he wave.

The girl back home and felt lazy to get up for the next morning because she's sad and the morning rain accompany his sorrow. 

Now she is back to his old life where the lonely is the best choice for her. 

The heart that truly loves never forgets.

If you asked me what I miss most, I'll said "THEM" my friends. Walaupun persahabat kami terjalin around 2 and half years but it's strong and we live like family. To live together through thick and thin shared our story together and laugh when it's hurt. 

We creating our own world, lumrah dalam PERSAHABATAN pergaduhan mesti akan terjadi and let past just be a past I don't want to blame anyone actually that was a process to be matured and I'm so glad setelah  hampir 1 tahun if I'm not mistaken tak tegur and finally kita rapat semuala seperti dulu. Kedewasaan membuat keputasan akhirnya stick us back together. 

I hope our friendship will be for ever and we will me in Jannah one day Ishaa Allah

I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH !

MEMORY LAND :

Our trip to Langkawi, we have so much fun there :)

Me and my beloved Housemate Oyie, KLCC outing

We shared our story much.

I MISS YOU DAMN MUCH !

This picture taken 1 semester *Maybe Outing to Bukit Melawati

SEREMBAN, after celebrating Syira birthday :)

Our first overnight haha, so unmatured ! we laugh and laugh tu jeh lah activity nya :P

SURPRISE , my beloved classmate and housemate birthday we share the same date but different month 

here we are in Port dickson spending our morning snaping picture while the other are sleeping 

Ayam BBQ terbaik :) Menchari tempat BBQ punya lah susah itu semua memory :')

The person i closed most Suziaana Badarali, she can sing but too much shy loh.

She's like my sister I shared everything with her, I called suzy as suen don't know why

she love crying and gelabah during presentation Ooh suen Miss you much !!

Power puff girl, The girl team I so closed with them. I LOVE YOU GUY'S SO MUCH !

Secretly Admiring you

 I keep it, lock it deep inside my heart 

I won’t tell you that I love you 

Because I’m afraid that I’ll losing you 

Like I had before, I lose all the people that I love

Only god know what I’m feel right now 

I just want you feel comfortable when with me

I have nothing to make you happy

I’m not rich to compared with other man surround you, 

Only have a piece of heart that full with your love

Because of you I’ve change a lot

You such a positive voltage had charged into my body

That full with negative voltage 

Yes you’re the only one have done it. 

Maybe I’m not perfect and I think nobody born to be perfect

Just born to survive in the cruel world with a strong inner power.

your presence is like the moon brighten the darkness of night

I won't to lose you, and not to pleased you with my words

I just need you to be mine, and accompany me to find true happiness together

everyone has a past, whether dark or otherwise, let it be the past and we start the new life.

Smile after crying Part 2

Bismillah hirrahman Nirrahim, Salam :) after taking for a month I guess

for me to update this topic " smile after crying " I'm not Ustaz to give any surah or du'a nor a psychologist to give a proper solution to handle stress, I'm just a a man who like to share my knowledge and experience.

I believe In ALLAH much, he's the god who are created us even though I can't see him but I feel it that he always be with me, ALLAH is not a man and birth. Ia normal sebagai manusia kita leka dengan suruhannya, example solah human are not perfect, but Allah sangat sayangkan kita jika kita lupa kita boleh ganti solat itu. Ya rabb, sangat baik ALLAH terhadap manusia yang sering melakukan laranganya ini. Dear reader, If you are face with dugaan please be patient with it, One of the book had i read said " In this world there are only two tragedies, one is not getting what one wants and the other is getting it. Maksudnya Satu tidak mendapat apa yang diinginkan oelh seseorang itu yang kedua adalah mendapat apa yang diinginkan by oscar wilder, apa yang saya dapat simpulkan dimana ia berkait rapat dengan doa, bila kita menghadapi dugaan kita akan banyak berdoa kepada ALLAH, and not All our Du'a akan dimakbulkan dan bukannya bermaksud ALLAH tidak sayangkan kita NOO ! Sometimes kalau dimakbulkan akan lebih memudaratkan kita, Do remember ALLAH know the best for us ! Dan JGN sesekali salahan takdir ! Dugaan diturunkan untuk memantapkan lagi Iman kita kepada ALLAH, semakin tinggi Iman semakin hebat dugaan namun Ingat ALLAH tidak pernah dan tidak akan memberi Ujian yang mana diluar kemampuan Umatnya, Ya rabb sangat Baik Hati ALLAH :). Perlu sentiasa diingat Kita manusia hanyalah pelancong/Musafir didunia ini yang mana Akhirat adalah dunia yang pasti untuk kita, Just kapal yang kita naik accident di bumi dan kita syarat untuk pulang ke dunia akhirat dengan selamat adalah menggumpul pahala bukannya dosa * Itu imiginasi dari saya *

Conclusion, put our believe on ALLAH no else deserve it. It true human are not perfect but always remember tak akan kita nak hiduo dalam keaadan yang tidak sempurna rite ? Improve ourselve selagi ada masa. 

Note from writer : Keep du'a and do it as a weapon to success, I'm not perfect sesalu buat dosa and saya masih berusaha unuk mengelakkannya. Good Luck guy's. Salam

*sorry mixing language.