Never plays with HEART !

Felt in love with you was my past mistake and Now I still think about you that a stupid thing that I should stop it now ! It easy to say but hard to do. I've tried many ways but at the ends I failed and cry. No One understand what had i fell, what they always say " Just Leave it and start a new life ". People always can say because they never been in this situations. Just a quiet night's knows what i'm fell and walking in rains is the best way to hide tears. I'm always smile and laugh when with friends because I want to hide my sorrow but deep inside it's hurt like walking with a bare foot in broken glass bleeding every where ! Dear heart I wish you can be more strong than before, "what does kill you make you stronger" - kelly clrakson . Dear couple out there please do not ever playing with heart, because A broken heart is like a broken mirror It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it. If you try to play with it please forget it it's useless believe in KARMA , what you give you will get back !

"Love isn't about finding the perfect person, it's about seeing an imperfect person perfectly"

You .

I thought you are fading away but you still in my heart, After all what we have gone through I decided to live alone without you beside me. You completely erased me from your memory. But just a few days ago, suddenly you popped into my life again and keep me reminiscing all the time we had together and it hurts. You left me with no goodbye nor single words was said and made me wondering what the hell is going on, And FYI you destroy my life once ago , i live with the broken heart and you won't feel the same because you are heartless. Day by day , month to years , Yes i realize you just nothing and pointless , you're gonna break my heart anywhere just go away and don't ever come back . I'm wasting time my heart my love and my life because of you . I regret it , I'm such a fool Damn I hate this !

"No more crying, I can't cry anymore. Don't take my hand this time. Just go please and don't look back, because I know if you did, I'd come running back to you and I can't do that"

Empangan Sg Tengi

3.sept.2012

Another boring Monday noon searching place to " lepak " near with Unisel Bestari Jaya , Empangan Sg tengi the peaceful place to release tension after finishing class or to run from a busy student life . Almost 2 hour we enjoys the natures there while ate keropok lekor that we bought from Pasar malam Kg sebelah . We were Taking picture , gossiping and the most important part is we had talk about our future what we'll be in the next 5 years from now , a bit funneh . The four of us insyaallah planed to have a wonderful vacation going to anywhere as long we keep to be together . 

  

Happy Abah day :D

I was born in small families only have Abah and Mak , although I am an only child I have not been spoiled as an another kids I trained to be independent since childhood . Abah played a major role in educating me to become a useful future , he is fierce and always serious when forming my personality he taught the best way to talk, walk, eat and so on .

What can i describe about my Abah personality is he was a simple guy on earth i think lah , he don't like to punish me if i committed the offense but the way he sit and have a talk with me he taught me what was wrong and what should i do when i was wrong . Honest to say , I'm not an angelic boy born with a wings I do a lot of mistake and I still do it now .

But one story Mak had told me , when I was 5 years old i involved with an accident a motorcycle violate me from behind and i was injured had to stay for a few weeks in hospitals and the scars still remains in my knees , and you know what ! Mak told me when i was in the hospitals Abah had made a bumper in front the road of my house to make sure that I will safe when i go out from the gate . Plus mum said on that time all the people in 'Kampung Kerdas' said my fathers was crazy lah and so on lah . Ahahaa , funny doh . 

One fact about Abah , he have a stony heart . He never shown me that he loved me by the words or present even a good night kiss like Mak always do at me , but i believe in deeply inside he loved me ever because abah always reloads my hand phone even thought I never ask for it , Love you till jannah Abah " Mr Tamrin B. Arab "

" You’ve seen me laugh You’ve seen me cry And always you were there with me. I may not have always said it But thanks and I love you Happy Abah’s Day "

Happy Pills .

They are my happy pills which I do not need drugs, alcohol or excessive entertainment just to cheer me it was normal in friendship sometimes we hurt by the words, discouraged by the behavior it is normal because we are the people who can not flee from making mistakes .That is the purpose why we are friends, we have one another exhort each other. We often make mistakes and need people to guide us and not bring us down . Friends are willing to listen a painful and mellitus story that we have faced ,I am thankful to know you all although I often hurt them, but they stayed with me and always help if I am in trouble . They are the ones that always make me laugh and sometimes forget the problems that I faced . We can not replace the friendship that was forged to the property and love because friendship fostered from the sincere heart of a man to accept us become friends . It does not matter, however bad our friends he is still our friends we need to guide and advise to become a better person . Do not evaluate or contravene our friends based on his past sins, the sin is God's dealing, we can only pray that the sin is forgiven immediately and that is character a glorious friends .

" We shared smiles 

We wiped d tears.

and through d years,

Our friendship grown with us.

Thanks for always making me smile

You are truely a wonderful part of my life"

 

        

 

Love is the Losing game

Today was a boring day for me just spent sitting in front of laptop while surfing the internet in the unconscious, I was stalking your profile , infusion for a while in my heart, a sense of longing to chat with you but you was offline . Missed our first relationship that is something stupid that I used to missed and i missed all the laugh, cry, share our problems, but it has become a memories . Our adolescence is a time where we do a lot the offense because on that time we are young , wild and free and all negligence was the one taught us and mature us to be more careful to choose the way of life in the future . Without realizing it, all that has passed leaving us and now what can I see that you're happy with the choice had you make it while me I am really enjoy my life now . I hope we always be friends and forget the past we have built .

"Effort. That's the only thing I'm asking for. It's so simple yet people make it seem like it's so hard"

Senior Year ;D

Now move into the new semester and become student in senior year fueling bound to achieve greater heights this semester.let the spirit continues to burn. The challenge in this semester on the subject of the increasingly complicated and challenging forces the mind to think makes me more excited. Armed with a prayer from both parents and the commitment to succeed #Insyaallah, will lead to success, and efforts to improve the quality of learning is very important to excel. Hopefully the rest will face this semester with patience and work hard because success will not come easy

The Inspiration Quotes 

ZLU 1222 ( MANDARIN )

HEHE , esok 30th.march.2012 paper mandarin nervous wehh . Humpph mr. Siah lecturer aku , hopefully boleh perform paper dia esok :'O hoho , good luck untuk classmate yang lain , peng you , zhu ni hao yun :))

    pulun dok membaca buku ni lah malam ni nampaknyaaaaa :D