THE LUCKY ONE

Another grim Friday afternoon , I was sitting alone and tuning the radio to my favorite channel 

Suddenly the song remind me about you, all about you pop in my brain.

Till now I don’t get an answer why you disappear from me maybe you’re neither for me nor written in heaven.

But honestly I’m miss you ever beat in my heart, ever second turned to hour and become a day and my heart keep telling that I MISS YOU, 

Dear you, if you read this Blog I just want to say that I miss you damn crazy and my heart belong to you. I’ll wait for you even though I know that was impossible things to be real.

I believe we change the faith ~

"Sometimes I just wish you were here so I could tell you how much I need you and how hard everyday has been without you"

I Hate Plastic !

I will not stop because it is hard on me, not because I start to breathe heavily. The time I will stop is a time I will never see. Every day is a second chance God gave us to live where god put a challenges to test our patience to face the day whether we through the day with the successful or otherwise that is the reality of life, but what I have, every day is a misery to continue living why I say this because I am surrounded by people who forged faces perhaps the person who a fake faces will be affected with me last verse dear people who a affected, this is my blog the perfect place for me to wrote what had my heart felt and I never mentions your names and maybe the story is not about you. Whatever back to story, humans are born and given the same color of red hearts but will be different inside the heart, at here only the person itself who understands what are inside his/her heart. Nature of world, we can not appease peoples, because human has a different flavors, in this case I would be comfortable to sit alone without a friend because what are friends for if they could not understand us. Meaning of friend, is someone who are close to our personal and can relieve the sore that we encounter and helping in problems that we face and not one that adding our problems and try to overthrow us! The value of a friend is honorable, do not fool it!! I like to be alone does not mean that I was arrogant and totally I was not anti social weyhh, it is because I am not comfortable to socialize because i have fears to live in the community, which I had described as fake people. Hello, I am different to compare with another people I was weird and no one can understand me. Sharing my problems with people was not my style because I never put my trust on people except my beloved parent and why , because before this I had put my trust on one of friends lah, but what he gave to me was a SHIT that i will never forget until my last breathe since the day was happened i never, ever put my trust to anybody. Btw thanks for the memories DUDE

"You might have ruined my past, screwed up  my present. But there's no way you're going to touch my future"