Yuna - Mountains

AMIN TR' - I FELT IN LOVE THIS SONGS

I wish I meant something to you

Like you did to me

I wish I could stay as new

As when you first found me

Oh my

Head is tight from just tryna hide my views

Oh when

I keep trying my best just to keep you

Place me in the corner

Inside your heart

So that you remember

Baby when I'm gone...

(chorus)

Are you still having fun

While I'm still waiting

(Waiting for the mountains to fall)(x2)

Maybe when I am gone

You'll learn something

(Waiting for the mountains to fall)(x2)

I'm not as smart as your books

But I know how to look

Out for you...

I come with the head and the heart

Being using it from the start

And my

Brain is starting to suffering bcos of you

Still

I've been trying my best just to please you

Place me in the corner

Inside your heart

So that you remember

Baby when I'm gone...

(chorus)

Are you still having fun

While I'm still waiting

(Waiting for the mountains to fall)(x2)

Maybe when I am gone

You'll learn something

(Waiting for the mountains to fall)(x2)

Place me in the corner

Inside your heart

So that you remember

Baby when I'm gone...

(chorus)

Are you still having fun

While I'm still waiting

(Waiting for the mountains to fall)(x2)

Maybe when I am gone

You'll learn something

(Waiting for the mountains to fall)(x2)

Read more: Yuna - Mountains Lyrics | MetroLyrics 

Bisakah .

Ku coretkan cerita dukaku diatas buing buing

Biar ia hilang dihempas badai

Ku teteskan airmata ini tika malam gelita

Agar tiada siapa yang melihat kesedihan ku

Ingin sekali aku belari jauh dari semua ini

Ingin sekali aku terbang setinggi bisa agar pudar segala rona

Aku bicara sepi ditengah kesibukkan kota

Bicara soal hati yang dilukai

Lelah ku menempuh semua ini

Duhai matahari bersinar cerialah kau

Agar langit gelita tak kunjung tiba

Agar tidak dapat membasahi hati yang duka ini.

MISS YOU

Tuhan cipta malam, gelap hitam tiada warna

lalu tuhan cipta bulan dan bintang bercahaya

Dan berkedip agar malam yang gelap disinari cahaya nya yang indah,

Aku teriak mendonggak ke langit hitam

melepas segala rindu hati

 rindu kepada manusia yang tidak akan pernah ku miliki

kuat aku berteriak agar si dia dapat merasa

merasa getaran hati yang amat merinduinya

wahai si bidadari cinta, sampaikan lah rindu ku kepadanya

jagakan dia untukku.  

ANOTHER SAD STORY FROM ME

Alone and lonely

staying in the dark room

sad songs tune up

the temperature turn to blue

My heart becomes to brittle when the song play

remind me about you

I believe every song brings a memories

My heart was shattered

because of you, like a broken glass

I was fool to be in love with you

and now, I was very afraid to fall in love again

Should I blame the world or life

maybe Myself, because Just being fool when in this situations

I wont to give my love again for anyone

because every time I do that

One day they will left me alone

Like now.

Crying again

The sky turns to gray

Soon rain will come

I sat close with window

I saw an old building near with the church

I can see the rose’s blossom at the garden

I can see my shadow thru the window reflection

I saw sadness on my eyes reflection, my heart was shattered like a broken glass

My brain can’t stop keep playing your words

Its hurts to remind back, but I can’t stop it.

What’s wrong with me?

The rain start falling from the sky

The temperature getting cold as my heart felt

I look into my reflection its blur I look at my eyes and tears was dropping

  I whisper to myself how can I forget all that when you are the one who make me smile

Black star ?

You such a good person, take care everything about me. I’m glad that you came in my life, our love story begin when I was sitting alone on the school yard finishing my lunch box at the moment you came and asked me either chair beside taken or not. I didn’t  like have a conversations with strangers, and I looked at you and said “ nope “ and that was the first “ hello “ words from me upon you. You sat beside me and ate your lunch that you bought, the wind blow perfectly smooth and your perfume seems like familiar for me and brings of something that is couldn’t remember. Ughh Try to remember that smell but I still can’t, I like to draw a black star on my hand near with thumb sudden you ask me about the stars, gosh I’m not trying to be snob. “ next time I will tell you why, because the bell will ring soon and we have to back in classroom “ I said. For the next day we met in same place I don’t think that you plan to be there again, Just ignoring you on that time, ate my pancake with iced lemonade. “ I wait for something “ you said to me “ huh, talking to me ? “ “ nope, that uncle nasi lemak” maybe you try to make some joke making me laugh nor It didn’t. “ tell me about the stars, common you promised to me” you repeat it. “ so semak, oke lahhhh” gasp. I love starts and moon, we lucky to have them shining our dark and cool night, sparkling high on the sky but they will disappear when the sun comes up, Then I draw the star because I miss them and can’t wait for night coming, get it ? “ And why black on your hand? “ you asked, “ Are you reporter? Writing an article about me? Huh “ I replied. “ Please tell me some”, “ I do it because I want to end this conversation Oke, not more than that ! For them I’m such a black stars”, “ Them ? “ (your weird face) “ everyone lah, school mate, friends Ohh forget I don’t have any friends, I love to sit here alone just me and my star no one could understand what I’m feel inside just judging people it sucks oke ! for them I’m just a stranger they called me black star !” my words “ but I never felt you like a strangers you just different from others lah” On that time I fell like something different, and I never told anyone about my life you’re the first one. Start from that moment we getting closer and sharing everything about life, Trying to end the conversation change to a relationship between me and you. You know that I’m not a good person but you always with me. After knowing you for a year and the memories still alive on my mind even now we are not together like before. The most precious memories when we out to city without any money for survive just left for eat, I’m not born with a silver spoon Only have plastic spoon in my house but you always beside me and never left me alone I remember your words “ Money can buy everything but not happiness” we spent our night together watching the night stars and moon on the peak sharing our life story while eating gummy bears and jelly bean, we came from different family background, you fully pamper with wealth while I’m not, spend our night playing fire work like a child, we laugh and  didn't realize we were making memories we just knew we were having fun on that night. When I’m sick you cooked a healthy foods for me when I’m stress you sang for me, at that time I’m fully blank why you doing that on me, I’m nothing no money. Now, you’re gone, for ever gone. You left me a box with letters and picture tears still drop when I read your letters

 “ Dear you, when you read this letter I will not be with you nor beside you or accompany watching night stars I’m so sorry. Knowing you make me more confident to spoke it loud more brave to have a night walk and had a big smile with my pink braces, we are born to be together maybe not here but in heaven you and me share the same heart in different body. Thanks allowed me to sit beside you during the lunch, I want to say thank you but your face grr scary. I wont say that “ I LOVE YOU “  because I can’t ! Maybe my mom had told you that I’m suffer from brain disease I have tumors and doctors said I have no longer life to stay. I take an action not to tell you because we have so much fun together and I wont spoil it up! When I see your smile even I know It was rough for you to do it make me happy. You have a rough life and I just want to make it smooth when you with me. Please don’t cry when I’m not here, do remember even I’m not beside you, believe that I always in your heart  stay strong face this world, you are not The black star! You different from others you’re my star always shone for me. ’’

You came without any invitations and left without any reason, To be honest I still miss you and need you in my life, when I watching the night stars I felt like you’re here accompany me. You always on my Du’a I hope we will met someday and holding hand together. Thank you for coming in my life even for a while, you an angles send by god.

Note from writer : To all lovers out there please take a good care your couple don’t miss them when it gone J

I Hate Plastic !

I will not stop because it is hard on me, not because I start to breathe heavily. The time I will stop is a time I will never see. Every day is a second chance God gave us to live where god put a challenges to test our patience to face the day whether we through the day with the successful or otherwise that is the reality of life, but what I have, every day is a misery to continue living why I say this because I am surrounded by people who forged faces perhaps the person who a fake faces will be affected with me last verse dear people who a affected, this is my blog the perfect place for me to wrote what had my heart felt and I never mentions your names and maybe the story is not about you. Whatever back to story, humans are born and given the same color of red hearts but will be different inside the heart, at here only the person itself who understands what are inside his/her heart. Nature of world, we can not appease peoples, because human has a different flavors, in this case I would be comfortable to sit alone without a friend because what are friends for if they could not understand us. Meaning of friend, is someone who are close to our personal and can relieve the sore that we encounter and helping in problems that we face and not one that adding our problems and try to overthrow us! The value of a friend is honorable, do not fool it!! I like to be alone does not mean that I was arrogant and totally I was not anti social weyhh, it is because I am not comfortable to socialize because i have fears to live in the community, which I had described as fake people. Hello, I am different to compare with another people I was weird and no one can understand me. Sharing my problems with people was not my style because I never put my trust on people except my beloved parent and why , because before this I had put my trust on one of friends lah, but what he gave to me was a SHIT that i will never forget until my last breathe since the day was happened i never, ever put my trust to anybody. Btw thanks for the memories DUDE

"You might have ruined my past, screwed up  my present. But there's no way you're going to touch my future"

An angle

You ask me what is my name ?

I'm the lonely broken angle

I have wings but i can't fly

I broke my promises so They took away my ability to fly

I felt sad and cry till no more tears left.

I miss my world, My real world !

Now, no one here be with me

I'm alone just sadness as my friends 

I want my wings can fly back for me going back to the place I'm From.