BICARA SANG HATI

MENDONGAK KE AWAN DAN MELIHAT KERDIPAN BINTANG MEMECAH BENINGNYA MALAM

MENEMANI KESUNYIAN HATI YANG GUNDAH DAN GELISAH

HATI BAGAI HILANG ARAH UTUK BEDENYUT, HILANG NADI UNTUK BERFUGSI

DETIK WAKTU BEPUTAR ENTAH BILA AKAN HENTINYA 

AKU TETAP KESORANG DISINI MENANTI JAWABAN TAKDIR YANG SENANTIASA TIDAK MEMIHAK KEPADA DIRIKU

SEJENAK AKU TERFIKIR AKAN KEPENTINGAN HADIRKU DIDUNIA

ADAKAN HANYA HIASAN SEMATA

YA, MEMANG AKU DIKELILINGI OLEH RAMAI TEMAN DAN SENANTIASA MENEMANIKU 

TAPI ENTAH MENGAPA HATI INI TETAP MERASA KEKOSONGGAN SEPERTI HIDUP DI SEBUAH PULAU YANG TIADA PENGHUNINNYA

KADANG AKU INGIN LARI DARI SEMUA KEKUSUTAN KOTA

LARI BUKAN BERMAKNA AKU PENAKUT UNTUK MENGHADAPI DUNIA TAPI AKU LELAH SEBERNARNYA

KU LIHAT POTRET LAMA IBU DAN AYAH DAN BERFIKIR BAGAIMANA MEREKA BOLEH MENGHARUNGGI MASA UNTUK DEWASA SEDANGKAN AKU SUDAH BERPUTUS ASA UNTUK MENERUSKAN KEHIDUPAN DEWASA INI

YA TUHAN, BERIKANLAH AKU KEWARASAN MINDA DAN KETENGNANG JIWA AGAR DAPAT MENGHADAPI DUGAAN HARI MENDATANG

The heart that truly loves never forgets.

If you asked me what I miss most, I'll said "THEM" my friends. Walaupun persahabat kami terjalin around 2 and half years but it's strong and we live like family. To live together through thick and thin shared our story together and laugh when it's hurt. 

We creating our own world, lumrah dalam PERSAHABATAN pergaduhan mesti akan terjadi and let past just be a past I don't want to blame anyone actually that was a process to be matured and I'm so glad setelah  hampir 1 tahun if I'm not mistaken tak tegur and finally kita rapat semuala seperti dulu. Kedewasaan membuat keputasan akhirnya stick us back together. 

I hope our friendship will be for ever and we will me in Jannah one day Ishaa Allah

I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH !

MEMORY LAND :

Our trip to Langkawi, we have so much fun there :)

Me and my beloved Housemate Oyie, KLCC outing

We shared our story much.

I MISS YOU DAMN MUCH !

This picture taken 1 semester *Maybe Outing to Bukit Melawati

SEREMBAN, after celebrating Syira birthday :)

Our first overnight haha, so unmatured ! we laugh and laugh tu jeh lah activity nya :P

SURPRISE , my beloved classmate and housemate birthday we share the same date but different month 

here we are in Port dickson spending our morning snaping picture while the other are sleeping 

Ayam BBQ terbaik :) Menchari tempat BBQ punya lah susah itu semua memory :')

The person i closed most Suziaana Badarali, she can sing but too much shy loh.

She's like my sister I shared everything with her, I called suzy as suen don't know why

she love crying and gelabah during presentation Ooh suen Miss you much !!

Power puff girl, The girl team I so closed with them. I LOVE YOU GUY'S SO MUCH !

Empangan Sg Tengi

3.sept.2012

Another boring Monday noon searching place to " lepak " near with Unisel Bestari Jaya , Empangan Sg tengi the peaceful place to release tension after finishing class or to run from a busy student life . Almost 2 hour we enjoys the natures there while ate keropok lekor that we bought from Pasar malam Kg sebelah . We were Taking picture , gossiping and the most important part is we had talk about our future what we'll be in the next 5 years from now , a bit funneh . The four of us insyaallah planed to have a wonderful vacation going to anywhere as long we keep to be together . 

  

Happy Pills .

They are my happy pills which I do not need drugs, alcohol or excessive entertainment just to cheer me it was normal in friendship sometimes we hurt by the words, discouraged by the behavior it is normal because we are the people who can not flee from making mistakes .That is the purpose why we are friends, we have one another exhort each other. We often make mistakes and need people to guide us and not bring us down . Friends are willing to listen a painful and mellitus story that we have faced ,I am thankful to know you all although I often hurt them, but they stayed with me and always help if I am in trouble . They are the ones that always make me laugh and sometimes forget the problems that I faced . We can not replace the friendship that was forged to the property and love because friendship fostered from the sincere heart of a man to accept us become friends . It does not matter, however bad our friends he is still our friends we need to guide and advise to become a better person . Do not evaluate or contravene our friends based on his past sins, the sin is God's dealing, we can only pray that the sin is forgiven immediately and that is character a glorious friends .

" We shared smiles 

We wiped d tears.

and through d years,

Our friendship grown with us.

Thanks for always making me smile

You are truely a wonderful part of my life"

 

        

 

I have grown accustomed to live like this

born in a small family, no brothers, sisters and little brother just me, mum and dad This condition used to make me more comfortable being alone solve my own problems, do the work themselves and share my own problems I have no one to share all of that but I am comfortable with the situation that others might not . Friends are just a friends, and  I am comfortable with them. Sometimes i am hurt because  of their behavior and sarcasm but I do not care because I know them . What should their know, I more like to be alone although I am a cheerful, I be happy because I do not want to show that I am sad in front of them because I am not a man who likes to show sadness by act  what I want, in front of them I was a happy and cheerful . I am not perfect and not to live in perfection , makes other people feel happy enough makes my day run perfectly because I wanted to die and be remembered with enjoyment that I bring to them and not the sadness .