Jealousy

Another day makes e feel’s lost a confident and strength to face with the world . I’m always praying that I was prefect like you , yahh you who are read my blog you’re perfect baby to compared with me . Sorry to says that I’m jealous with you , yess you ! No one else , have a happy family , lovely siblings and have a beloved one , Congrats dear I’m not like anybody , I just a unperfect to stand beside you I lost my positive charge, and it will not return to me again ! This unfortunate fate belong to me , All of you just can only criticizing because you’re not in my shoe and you never know how my day goes around . I’m not primitive i'm just feeling uncomfortable with my life . When I’m hanging out with my friends going somewhere to chill my mind actually I was not it is more worrying because my mind always run even if the body relax . Seeing people around me laughing and laughing as though they had no problem faced .